Yesterday was my last day at the shop. The boss and I struggled with working together, mainly we didn't hardly speak at all. I was afraid of saying something stupid or something that would piss him off, and when I did try to strike up conversation, he always made me feel like he either wasn't interested or that what I was saying was just plain stupid. Of course, any time he chose to be talkative, I was the complete opposite and treated him just as I would anyone else, and listened with genuine interest and responded to let him know I was listening to what he had to say. It's very difficult to work like that, always feeling like you are unimportant. In any case, we had a falling out over my wish to own the shop, and went down the road that I was afraid of going down. He yelled, I cried, and then I just walked away resigning myself to his wishes. The Monday following, he told me I had two weeks to find something else. At that point, I was even more hurt and angry, but what could I do?
So the past two weeks have been stressful, full of job searching every chance I got. Got a couple of leads, and yesterday after work one interview. I'm trying to stay positive, but it is really hard. I have literally seventy dollars left to my name after paying my car insurance, an empty cupboard and gas tank, and no new job to look forward to. I'm drowning here.
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